Best mistake I've ever made

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Another sleepless night thinking about my friendship with Katya. Ending my friendship with her was going to cost a lot, but I think it was all going to work out. In the morning I couldn't study I was very anxious for our conversation, after lunch Justin left me in the park 10 minutes early

"Trixie makes the right decision for you, and I will support you and everything" - he said

"Thanks, baby"

"I love you and I support you"

"I love you too, goodbye" - we kissed goodbye and he left

This was the first time that we said I love you to each other and if it weren't for these circumstances I would run to tell Katya

She came and sat next to me

"Hello" - I was ready to cry but I couldn't stay like this couldn't show my weakness 

"Hey" - she was sad and noticed by her voice but she not cry

"Look at us we seem unknown. To be honest I think we should not talk anymore we're just wasting time and getting hurt"- I said very fast and she heard

"Why is that now?"

Can she see that we didn't speak because of Violet?

"You have Violet you don't need me for anything anymore."

"I hate it when you say that"

"Isn't that right? I'm sick of arguing with you."- I said

"You understand one thing if when you discuss continuing to have you in my life then don't"- she said that while I was looking at the floor and I couldn't help but smile

"I don't want to lose you Katya"- I lost control of the conversation and we'll go back to the same

"That's not what it looks like. But what do you want deep down?"

"Don't worry about me for once in your life"

"It's like I don't care, but maybe you're right, Pearl's perfect at it, so let's break up."

"I don't want you to leave me"- I looked at her eyes

"Maybe I don't deserve you, not you or anyone else"

"Don't say that you're the best"- I smiled at her

"I don't know"- she is so sad and it's all my fault

"Is it over?"

"I don't know, if it's what's best for you"

"I need my best friend but I see I've lost her"

"I don't know if I should go on. Or if you need me"

"I could say I don't need you for the arguments to end but I was lying"

"I don't know"

"I'm only fine when you're with me"- I said

She stared at the floor for a while and while she was gone I sent a message to Justin

Trixie 🎀: Katya and I are fine ttyl

Justin ❤️: I'm happy for u baby ily


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