Lost

Whats Going On?

Hello there my name is lisa and I dont know what i'm doing in this world. My mum has no clue that I'm here. All she cares about is her new boyfriend Jeff. He is super annoying he just stares me in the eyes and then walks off. I hate him so much he drags mum away from me all the time.

I just wish I could die nobody would care anyway. I wake up to go to school ever day and get bullied for my size and weight. Mum came into school the other day to take me home and she took this other girl instead 'great mum' NOT!

My life just gets worse every second of the day. So I got to school this morning to be greeted by the popular girls. They think they are the best don't  they. Have you ever realised. Next time you walk into school watch how they look at you. I am actually sick of them.

After all of that happened i wondered into the hall and my locker had been broken into the door was on the floor and all of my important and private things were gone including my test papers my revision sheets my 'girly products' and all of my books.

So then i walked into the class room with a lot of gloomy faces staring at me i asked my only friend what had happened turns out somebody decided to post desgraceful pictures of everybody with my name at the bottom in arial bold.

So then I got on the bus on my way home with the same gloomy faces and when I got off i tripped down the steps and all i could hear were the laughing children that were left on the bus. My knee had a blood gashing cut on it. I  tried to suck in my tears but i just couldn't I carried on walking with a tear falling of my cheek every step i took.

I got home to find my mum amd jeff sitting on the sofa looking at the door they told me to sit down. I wiped all of my salty tears of my face with my sleeve. I was so suprised that they were actually talking to me.

I sat down on the sofa opposite to them so that they couldn't do more than talk to me, i waited there with a worried look on my face. My mum said that there was something that she wanted to talm to me about. At that moment my heart started pounding faster than ever. She began to smile and announced that her and Jeff  were getting married.

My face dropped and my heart broke with all the anger trying to break out inside of me. This means that mum will grow further away from me now that she is getting married to that monster 'AKA Jeff.' She told me that i was her chief bridesmade at that moment all of the emotions inside of me just exploded. Then all of a sudden i told her that i didn't want to go. She told me i had to. I refused ran upstairs and cried in my bedroom i needed a plan on how to get her back maybe i should make her tea with sugar instead of none and  no milk, but then it dawned on me that my plan was to soft.

Then all of a sudden i knew what i would do i would...