My Little Lost Star

Oh it’s so beautiful

Oh it’s so tragic

My little lost star,

wrapped in glimmering, wispy scarves

I long to unravel you

to caress your ridges with my tongue

you taste like a chemical wasteland

your lips are so toxic

and maybe it’s a three second infatuation

but damn it, I want you

you mock my intelligence

you mock my existence

with your fake tan and clean lines

you help me forget all that should not be forgotten

I reach and grab youI tear off your clothing

I wish to taste your distracting scent

the scent that lures the faint hearted out from bed

the young, innocent mindsleading them to you

the seductress, the temptress

the taste is not nearly as sweet

but I don’t care

I am addicted.

But once you are inside of me

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

you have poisoned me

deadly siren, luring a sad, young soul from their boat and into the sea

forever searching for your beautiful voice

you disgust me

I want to vomit

I want to cry

I want you again.

I reach up into the candy bowl, and unwrap another Starburst.