This urge is killing me
Everyday,every minute,every second
It's this desire
It burns
It consumes
It drives me
It's a lion
A wolf
A beast
A feeling of utter hopelessness
The time to stop
Foot by foot
Inch by inch
Grab it
Drag it
Let is consume you
It wants to control you
Take over your soul
Until your a shell of yourself
It wants to guide you
It wants to become you
It wants you to press cool metal against burning flesh
It wants to feel you bleed
It wants your pain
Your sorrow
Your life
Closer closer
Now or never
Pull
Tug
Bleed
This desire is a spark
Turns into flame
Turns into an inferno
Until you are left as a pile of ashes
This is what it wants
So it shall have
