Never Mess With A Gangster [IAGH Book 2]

NMWAG 5: When Everything Is Falling Apart

// NMWAG 5: When Everything Is Falling Apart //

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[ Krishna, Nicole & Rhicka at the multimedia ]

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NICOLE'S POV

Nakaupo lang ako habang pinapakinggan ang mga bestfriend ko. Well-- nag-uusap sila kasi si bhes princess, halos 1 week na syang di nagpapakita o nagpaparamdam samin. We don't know what to do wth her. Palaging out of reach and phone nya, pag pumupunta naman kami sa kanila, hindi sya lumalabas ng kwarto nya. Well nung pagpunta palang namin dun eh na-feel na namin na hindi sya okay. Hello? Trangkaso tapos mukhang ilang araw na syang umiiyak dahil sa sobrang namumugto yung mga mata nya. I'm gonna ask her sana kaso pinigilan ako ni bhes rhicka. Sabi nya kung may problema daw si princess, hayaan nalang daw naming mag open up sya samin. Tulad nung last time na nagkaproblema sa barkada. Kailangan lang talagang mag-open up para magkaroon ng pagkakaintindihan. Pero ngayon-- nag-uusap kami dahil pati pamilya ni shanelle ay namomroblema na. AND DAMN IT KENT IS OUT OF SIGHT! OUT OF REACH! We don't know what is happening. It all started good, pero aaminin ko, napapansin ko na noon pa na unti-unting nagiging cold si kent kay princess. Siguro masyado lang syang mahal ng kaibigan ko kaya hindi sya nag pay attention sa mga maliliit na bagay. Tulad ng hindi sakanya paghatid o pagsundo ni kent. O kaya yung goodmorning o goodnight texts man lang. At kaya pa kami super naiinis ay dahil NO COMMENT lang sila andrew at troy. SERIOUSLY? Our bestfriend is falling apart tapos wala lang silang pakialam? Parang walang pinagsamahan ah. 

"So what are we gonna do?" I sighed sa tanong ni krishna. All this thinking makes me weak. "We need to help our bestfriend." I said.

"Yeah but the only way we can help her is that she needs to open up to us. She's like wrecked so much. She's not the princess na bestfriend natin. She's leaving her studies behind for what?? Para lang magmukmok at umiyak maghapon sa kwarto nya na hindi man lang natin alam kung anong nangyayari?? Mukha na tayong tanga kaka-contact sakanya pero inisip lang ba nya yung nararamdaman natin? We're like sisters for crying out loud! If she needs help why not talk to us diba? What are friends for?I love princess but this is too much! And rhicka please--you too. Stop manipulating everything! Hindi namin alam kung bakit ka nagkakaganyan pero since na dumating yung childhood friend mo na si riki, you're like a walking zombie. WHAT IS HAPPENING WITH YOU PEOPLE! UGHHHHH! BRING MY BESTFRIENDS BACK!!" with that umalis na sya. I silently wiped my tears. Everything she said was right. Everything was falling apart. All the person we loved and cared about are slowly drifting apart from everything. Even andrew-- Hindi ko sya makausap ng maayos. He seemed so distracted lately. Even krishna to troy. Kaya siguro nag breakdown na sya kanina. Nag-walk out. 

I looked at bhes rhicka. She's crying too. Kaya lalo akong napaiyak. What is happening to us? Namimiss ko na yung dati naming samahan. Even with bhes dianna, even though it didn't started well with us five, it ended well naman. My life changed so much when I met them, but now it's ripping me into pieces, lalo na na nakikita kong nagkakaganito ang mga bestfriend ko. Everyone is worried about us all. Sila kuya gio at andrei, sila ate janessa at sophia.  I seriously don't know what to prioritize first. Si andrew--si princess--sila krishna. AHHHH! I cannot do this alone. 

"Bhes..?" napahikbi ako habang tinatawag ko si bhes rhicka.

She looked at me. "Yeah?" she still managed to smile kahit na alam kong gulong-gulo rin sya. "What should we do?" I asked. She shrugged. "Hindi ko din alam eh." napaiyak nanaman ako. This is hopeless--