I want to hate you
want to ignore you and put you out of my life...
but i cant.
as much as i dont want to, i love you.
no matter how much i say i hate you i know in my heart that its a lie
i love you more than i ever realized.
i'm just sorry that it took you leaving for me to see that
i dont know if i can give you another chance
at least not yet.
give me time and i'm sure that if we're meant to be together, then we will be.
if its meant to be, then it will happen. but i dont want to force it
truth is i'm terrified
terrified that there will b a repeat of last time.
i dont want to have my heart broken again
