bring her the sun

one

i spent so much wanting to give you the moon,

i forgot how much i wanted to grasp the sun

i still think about you, 

i will never be embarrassed to admit that,

when has it ever been embarrassing to be brave enough 

to replay your heartbreak and still feel love?

i wish you the best regardless of what happens,

but i will still heal

we were both drowning,

i knew i couldn't save you,

but i won't wait to save myself. 

you were my drug of choice

i was not yours.