Taekook Oneshots

Baby Boy Pt 2 (Mpreg)

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"Congratulations its a girl" the doctor said to us and i swear that I couldn't hear anything but the loud ringing in my ears

I was pregnant which seemed like i beat the impossible but really now that everything is in motion im scared shitless

What if i die huh? What if me having this baby is the wrong step and i end up making my life shorter faster

Humans really do stupid shit when their told that they only have a small amount of time to live

But most importantly what about jungkook?

He seems okay with this situation but i just dont know what he's thinking half of the time he treats me as if im this goddess (well i am) that gave him what he was wishing and hoping for

"Taebear are you okay" he said with the sweetest concerned voice and it kind of made me feel guilty because this whole time i used him to get the things i wanted

"Tae?" He said once again and i just bursted into tears

"Is it the cramps again?, c'mere" he said not really giving me a option to say no his hands held my waist as he looked down at me with the prettiest smile on his face

I was proud jungkook seemed like he was the more mature one nowadays "if your tummy feels upset we can go home and cuddle okay" he said as he thumbed my tears away

The wrong thing to do is take up that offer I wanted to so badly but me and jungkook needed to talk we havent talked about the whole thing since i told him i wanted to have a baby

"Kooks i want to tell everyone" i said our other friends dont know that im dying nor do they know that im four months pregnant since our little bean is so small

Jungkook paused was that a really good idea or was it stupid did jungkook even want everyone else to know about our love child or was he ashamed?

He still had straight tendencies so I understand if he didn't want them to know it was him who did this to me "f-forget that i said anything could we just go im tired"

The ride back home was filled with so much silence that it felt suffocating

Even when we got home to our apartment jungkook didn't mutter a word

"I'll sleep in the livingroom tonight" i said ready to go lay on the couch but jungkook stopped me he looked really pissed

"Why do you just do that tae, when things get a little heated between us you run away from me" he was right that was kind of a thing of mines running away from problem I didn't know the answer to

"Really jungkook you dont open up to me about anything so how am I supposed to know what to say or do yeah i run away a lot but dont act like its just me"

"I dont open up because shit my head is filled with so much crazy thoughts! We haven't talked about the baby yet nor have we made up names we never even talked about that night either im so confused tae i dont know what to think anymore!"

This was all my fault i should've never went and planted those broken dreams of mines into his head

"I-im so sorry jungkook this was all my fault" i said as the tears i was holding started to fall

"I was just too greedy that I couldn't hold myself back i wanted a perfect little family but how could i have that when i could die at any moment I should've never got you involved but i just l-love you so much"

After i said that there was nothing but silence, the type of silence thats grabs your heart and rips it into tiny little pieces

"Yes i said it i love you more than i should and it hurts that I'll never get that happy ending that I always hoped for-" his lips touched mine softly and i moaned missing the soft feel of them

His hands wandered under my shirt which confused me we still didn't talk so what was he doing? "Say it again" he breathed onto my lips before he kissed me again this time putting his tongue into my mouth

"I-I love you jungkook" he smiled making my heart race what was this kid thinking

"I've been waiting all these years for you to tell me that and you wait till now" wait

"I love you too hyung" he said and I didn't know if i was dreaming or not i just hoped for it to be reality

"I tried to bottle up these feelings because I always thought you never wanted me in that way then when you got sick things started to changed and all i could think about was your health scared that if i did confess you would hate me but regretful because what if I didn't have many time left" he said almost in tears

Taehyung understood "we can make this work we'll make it work kookie we always do so don't worry, please don't worry I promise to get better so don't give up on me"i cried as well

We were so emotional these past days mood swings out of the control maybe it was the baby she was always a little moody in the morning

But we got over it making the little time we had between us count

You never know when it was my time to go

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"Kookie! I need you" i yelled from our bedroom forgetting that he had work

My body was in terrible pain it was hard for me to walk it felt as if my veins were on fire "m-my phone"

I said trying to get out of bed but ended up falling onto my back stuck

then the unexpected happened

My water broke