The Aftermath

Nonchalant

Going through the unfair

Time and time again

But was up to me

As I can clearly see

To truly change and alter

And take back what was mine

Along with my destiny

To be daring and bold

Just like I use to be

For I hadn't truly realized

Just how much of me

I had lost exactly

And allowing

Too many things and people

Get in the way

Of what was meant for me

Of who I was meant to be

And stay at all times

Never ever afraid

To cross or even

Blur the lines

A bit when the time came

And the need arrived

As I 

Would drive and ride

Live or die

To be who I was

No matter what

And didn't care 

About the effects

Because I was being 

My true self

And nothing or nobody else

Would persuade or so much

As even evade

My personal space and lightning storm

As I was a whirlwind

But both cold and warm

And knew when to do what

And would cutoff things

Or people

Without hesitation

When I had enough

And doing effortlessly

But also quick and abrupt

Because I'll be damned

If anyone else

Interrupt

Or disrupt

My life ever again

And won't 

Yet refuse

To pretend

To forget who has done what

As I will shed

And get rid of dead weight

Because it's never too late

To self improve

And make real moves

Forward and towards

And get back in the groove

And swing of things

As this isn't new news

For me

To show and prove

And might come off rude

But that is on you

Because I've grown tired

And will burn with fire

Those who are disrespectful

And intrude

For I will live my life

And on my own terms

And by my own rules

Just free

To be me

Without any remorse

Unnecessary emotions

Feelings or talking

Or any apologies

As anyone will be able

To clearly see

And for the true me

To forever be

Live and in color

In all capital letters

Along with big bold font

And despite the conditions

Or weather

Say whatever I mean

And mean what I say

As this will be conveyed

And on this display

For the time has come 

For the original and revitalized me

To be like before

As I

Will rise

And become much more

Even before my very own eyes

And should come as no surprise

As I

Comeback 

And get back to my core

All while settling scores

Because messing with me now

Is not what you want

As I

Wave goodbye

And totally free to be

Nonchalant

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