Cascade of thoughts

M a s k

I look upon the sky,
Hoping to get an answer to my question.
Tears fall from my eyes,
Waiting until it runs dry.

Every night I cried in silence,
Every night I fell asleep in tears.
No one here to save when I drowned,
Feeling lonely and sad for years.

Years had passed by,
I freed myself from the past.
Lived in isolation,
To conceal the pain that I’ve had.

But God knows how vulnerable I am,
Hiding in a mask that look strong and cannot be broken.
Helpless and Hopeless,
But I'm always keep on dreaming.