沈黙の叫び| Chinmoku No Sakebi

t i n y f l e c k

I hate

the fact that I
have to
forget
empty
release
every thing I know
about myself.

I hate

that she has
the authority to
smile
laugh
enjoy
what I don't have
in the moment.

I hate to hate.

I hate that I hate her.

Okaasan told me

"Saotome loves Aoko so much..."

I wonder,

if her
lies
deceit
sweet nothings
are the way she
tells me
how she loves me.

I wonder if Reiji knew

that Saotome
died
for him
too.

Just like how he died
crying
trying
to reach her.

Imagine
me
crying over
you.