achroous

twenty four

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today finn passed by me.

but unlike other times,

he didn't noticed me.

he was sort of crying.

his cheeks were red and

he seemed so weak at that moment.

he bullied me a thousand times

he turned my life to a living hell

but still,

as i saw him crying,

i couldn't help but felt pity for him.

because you hurt him.

i may be feeling better,

but i can't get why you keep hurting people.

i learnt you dumped him,

i should be happy

but why can't i?

why are you so special to me

and why can i get you out of my little mind?

it was so calm when you weren't there,

you mixed it all, sadie

you made them all confused.

now, i feel pity

instead of victory.

and i feel love

instead of hatred towards you.

oh, what are you doing to me?

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