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i feel like the only thing i'm truly good at is hurting people. all i do is hurt people. if it's saying the wrong thing or through my writing. if it's purposely or unintentionally. every time i hurt someone, it makes me feel bad which gets me closer and closer to smoking another joint to pretend it never happened or cutting my wrists again for forgiveness. i can only hurt and betray. i'm unloyal to all of my friends and not only that, i'm also a liar. i know that the people at the bible camps say that if you confess, god will forgive you or something like that, but i've done so much, i'm pretty sure he'll turn his back on me. i can't not hurt and feeling like this, i just can't go on anymore. i need to do something. and whatever i do, i'm so fucking sorry.
