I guess you could call this poetry...

Are you sorry?

Why did I even

Trust you for a second

In hindsight I was stupid

Hindsight is so cruelly wonderful

But whether in hindsight or

Right in front of my eyes

You are an idiot.

Why would you do this.

Think I wouldn’t find out

Wouldn’t care

Wouldn’t cry and

Wouldn’t hate you.

Maybe I wasn’t what you wanted

I was too scared

Of something new

You said you would wait

But you moved on to someone else.

Maybe you didn’t want me in the first place.

Maybe she was the star you wanted

Shining just out of reach

So you reached out to some

Dull speck of light

Closer by.

Well now I’ve let go

I’m drifting away

Out to sea

I hope I never see

You again.

Can I anchor to the Earth

And let the night tide rise

And drown as the sky floods around me.

Maybe I could drag you down with me.

If I tell you.

Will you be buried

In all the dirt you created

Over this and between us all.

I hope you are.

I hope you are sorry.