{9th of May - b.y}

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i don't see why my music is unable to reach you. so why can't it? i long for an open pair of ears to listen to what i play and understand my secret, hidden feelings. but why is it just not you? these days i've been at the field watching, and you were never there. you never went back again. you never did. i played and played until my fingers go numb and my neck grows sore, but my heart just feels a stronger urge to let you hear my voice. hear my thoughts. hear my love for you. i feel the need to express it through the violin – besides from you, whoever here cared for me? nobody. exactly. but why can't you hear it? why can't you hear the lonely, melancholic violin playing that rings through the night? why can't you hear the tinkling of my tears dropping on the violin? why can't you hear my heart shatter?

i know.



because you weren't mine.
and i too, wasn't yours.

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