Comment as you read. Read in Dark mode for better experience. Enjoy🙃 _______________________ X Pov I stared at the ceiling trying to fall asleep, but just like every other night i couldn't. I just been having a lot on my mind lately. I grab my phone off the dresser next to me and check the time. It was 3:45 in the morning. I wasn't going to sleep anytime soon so i got outta bed and walked downstairs to my studio.
While walking to the studio i trip over what seemed to be a shirt. I couldn't really tell because it was dark. I pick it up realizing it was the shirt Shakira was wearing the night before. I throw it across the room in frustration. This girl was supposed to be a person who i fucked here nd there. No strings attached. Now im supposed to protect her from her ex boyfriend.
If this was any other girl i wouldnt give a fuck who they were with as long as i could still fuck every now and then. but for some reason i want her all to myself. It makes me angry even to think about someone taking her away from me.
I walk in my studio and pull out my note book with all the lyrics to my songs in it. I turn to a page titled "Dead Inside" I press the red button in front of me and it starts to record...
"Dead inside. Spend a lot of time stuck in the head of mine. under the assumption love is dead. already, Just let me be here." I sing. My voice drowns me out of my thoughts and all of a sudden i began to feel numb again.
"Where was I? When he was feeling in you with his hands at night? Seen the vivid pictures in my head at night. Just left me in tears." Memories of my ex start to fill my head. How she hurt nd betrayed me. I was starting to feel angry all over again.
"Where was I? When he was feeling on you with his hands? Seen the vivid pictures in my head. I'm under... " I sang the last lyric nd let the piano outro play. I then pressed the red button a second time to stop recording.
i walk upstairs and see if Shakira was still sleep. She was so i put on a black hoodie that said "xxx" in the corner and went for a walk to get my mind of things. Shakira Pov: I wake up to sunlight beaming through my window. I get up and go see if X is up but he strangely wasn't here. So i went to take a shower. When i was finished i got out and put on something comfortable.
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(What she was wearing) I go downstairs to find X on the couch watching tv. He looks up at me and just stares while i walk down the steps. I dont know why but it made me feel uncomfortable. "Um.. Can i get some cereal" I ask walking towards the kitchen. He sighs putting his attention back on the tv. "Yeah." He says nonchalantly.
I made me a bowl of Captain Crunch. I sat at the island and ate while looking at tv. When I was finished i went to sit next to X but not to close. He was on his phone scrolling instagram. I couldn't help but notice his face tats. I was so curious on what they meant to him. Like "numb" or "17" tattooed on the right side of his head. There was so much i didn't know about him but i was to affraid to ask.
"So your gonna stare at me and not say nothing?" he ask interrupting my thoughts. "I um.. I was just looking at your tattoos" i say looking down.
"What do they mean?" i ask hesitantly He looks at me. "Which one?" he ask. "17?"
He hesitates but then starts to speak "It is my own personal number. I realized when i turned 17 that i wanted to die and that life was going downhill from there and never going back up" He said as he stared off to the side.
"But u didnt.. your still here and life-" "Life is still going downhill just not as fast" He says interrupting me.
The room grew silent. The only thing you could here was the tv.
"I heard you singing." I say breaking the awkward silence. He looks up at me with a death stare. "You should of been sleep" he said. "Yeah.. I should of " I looked down at the gray shorts he had on. I get up and stand in front of him. I watch as his eyes rome up my body.
"Can you sing for me?" i mumble "What?" he asks snapping out of his thoughts. I slowly climb on top of him. Now straddling him.
"Can you sing for me daddy?" He looked up at me as his hands slipped down my shorts. I felt him growing under me. So i started to move my hips grinding on him. His hands moved up my body to my throat and he pulled me into a deep passionate kiss.
He picked me up and took me upstairs to his room. He threw me on the bed and walked to his dresser. He pulled out hand cuffs. I pulled my shirt off.
"Hands above your head" he demanded. I do as told. He walks over and hand cuffs me to the head board. He takes off his hoodie.
He gets on top of me now kissing all over my neck leaving deep dark purple hickeys. He then slides my shorts down. He smirks at the fact i have no bra on nor underwear. I look down at his shorts seeing his dagger poking out. I use my foot to rub against it. He groans as a response.
He starts to lick and kiss all down my body until reaching his finial destination. He slowly licks my clit making me moan softly.
He then inserts two fingers into me. Gradually speeding up. I bit my lip trying to contain my moans.
"Nah baby girl, I wanna hear you" He says going faster.
"Fuck" i scream with that i release all over his fingers. He licks them clean.
He pulls down his shorts along with his briefs. He lines himself up with my entrance Then without warning he rams into me at a uncontrollable pace.
"F- Fuck X slow d- down" i manage to say. but that only makes him go faster.
"D- Daddy im bout t- to-" i scream he starts to slows down.
"All fours." I look at him like he was crazy considering i could barley feel my legs already. "Now!" he demands. I do as told. He slams into me going as fast as he could.
"Hmm.. Fuck" i scream. Nigga was beating my shii.
"m- my wrist" i plead. They were hurting from the hand cuffs and how tight they were.
He stops to unlock them taking them off. When i was loose i took that opportunity to push him on the bed and handcuff him.
"What the fuck?!" He had the most confused scared look on his face causing me to laugh.
I get on top of him and slip him inside me. I bounce up and down.
"mhmm Fuck" He groans.
"Shit I- Im close" i stay still as he thrust into to me.
I cum all over his dick. He twitches inside of me. Within a few more strokes a warm substance filled me. I unlock the handcuffs.
Considering could barley feel my legs I collapsed next to X and fell straight to sleep. _________________________ 1301 Words😋 This chapter ass but 🤷🏽♀️
