I lay safe in my bed listening to the noise above me. There fighting again, I here a lot of rummaging. Then when I think its all over something happens, I hear Cy crying and tons of feet walking.
The door slams and tires start to spin, she has finally left him, but she left me too.
I thought that was the end, but truly it was just the beginning. The door flies open and I squeeze my eyes shut tight.
'Get up you skank" he ordears but I dont dare to move. He comes to me ripping the blanket off and grabbing my hair. I felt strands leave my head, 'Oww' I scream.
He smiles in saitisfaction, I'm awake now, I'm feeling everything. He drags me half way up the stairs. 'Stand up.' he conmands me, and I do as he says. As I stand up I feel my self falling, I put my hands out to catch my self.
CRACK......
'OWWW WHAT THE HEAK' slips from between my lips
'What the heak did you just say?' he demands while walking towards me. I crawl away into a corner as he comes closer to me.
'You, she left me because of you. So now sweet daughter you will pay' he tells me as a grin creaps on his face.
'Wwwhat about school...' I stuttered scared for my life. 'Forget school! Your sick and will be out for a few days. Won't be able to go back till Monday.' he says deeping his grin.
This must be hell, wait no because if it was he wouldn't be here, he would be on a diffrent leavel then me right?
'Dddady pleasse don't do thiss...' I let escape my mouth causing his grin to become a disgusted look.
'I'M NOT YOUR FREAKING DAD' he yells grabbing me up by my hair again. He dragged me across the room and steps on my chest. The air left my body just as fast a it was there.
My color begain to fade from my natural color to red, then to purple and soon blue. Do you know how it feels to have air being ripped from your lungs? Like razors clawing at your throat, they try to cut you into pecies leaving you into shreads.
Is this the last of me, because it feels that way?
Will I live?
Am I really that worthless?
He laughs at me struggling and finally lets go. Tears slip down my face even thought I scream at my self not to be week.
"The darkness is desending" my favorit poem.
I feel like Jane, shes so gental but lets the dark take her.
I refuse to I want happiness too, I'm not a bad girl!
'Lets play' he says right into my face. The aroma of beer and cigarites hit my face hard. I hated this smell it meant bad news.
I shake my head no but he cuts me off with a punch to the stomach. I feel my insides scurry around, tighting and lossing all at once. Blood emerges from my mouth, he has beating me to death but never to cause blood.
My eyes shiny with terrior, what has he done I feel so week, so much pain.
Is this what I get for feeling happiness for a little bit of time. This much pain that I'm bleeding from my insides. I'm going to die today!
'Play ball' he yells into my face. He has a bat, why didn't I notice this before!?
BAM..
He swings and strikes, my legs buckel and I fall to the floor only to be hit again in my back. I throw my head back in pain and I catch a glips of his smile.
The bat hits the floor...
"Oh lord, What have I ever done to you"
He drags my broken body to the bed and ripps my clothes off. I have no streanth left to stop him.
He slowly climbs on top of me and pulls it out. He laughs in victory and stick it in deep. He starts to move up and down slowely at first and incress his speed.
He shakes my shoulders as my vision blurs. I can just bearly hear his moans of pleasure that ill never understand. My eyes continue to glass over and blur. One minuet i see him the next im passed out.
Am I dead, has he finally killed me?
Who ever knew hell was so bright.
Sorry for such the long wait I hope you enjoy this. please vote and comment i would love to hear your opinoins. I also appologis for all the mistakes i will get around to fixing them all soon
