This Is Recovery

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On a storm-filled Sunday morning,

when the gloom of the day

reflects my mood,

I can still look to the sky and smile

when the sun breaks through.

Sometimes my eyes pass over

an object with a sharp edge

or a shiny porcelain bowl,

and, though they hesitate, 

they keep moving on.

I still look in the mirror

from time to time

and cry at what I see,

but I now have the power 

to wipe the tears,

to reassure myself that

I am vibrant,

even if I don't feel like it today.

I don't see the world in

black and white anymore,

but in myriads of 

bright blues and deep sea greens

that paint the landscapes

around me.

I still slip up from

time to time,

but do not reduce me

to my mistakes,

because my road 

has been a long one,

with more twists and turns

to come.

This is recovery.

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