She's Not Dead

Intro.

I started to see the darkness as she died.

She was my everything. 

She means a lot to me.

She was my whole world. 

But now she's dead, I don't know what to do now. 

I don't know where I would start again.

I drink everyday, every night so hard. 

I cry and cry and cry in my room. 

I can't bear it that she's already gone. 

That she left me.

Hanging in our memories.

I can't live without her. Until I committed suicide.

Funny right? Just because of that I want to end my life. But she's my life, so I did that.

But I didn't success for committing suicide.

God gave me a second life, I don't know why.

meron palang nakaka survive sa paglaklak ng sleeping pills

I cursed my second life. Why I'm still alive? I want to come over her. 

What's the f-cking reason? I even asked the great lord many times. But there's no response.

Why would I expect him to answer me right?

Until one day. 

There's a girl who really look like her. 

Her eyes. Her nose. Her lips. Her face. Her body even her hair.

But she didn't copy the attitude of her.

This girl is so annoying, super.

So noisy.

Always hyper.

She always smile like there's no wrong in this f-cking world.

She's just so too happy and it s-cks, how can she be like that? Like she don't have any problems.

So irritating.

She always ruin my day in her famous line Wassup brokenhearted man? 

I don't have any idea why she knows that. 

Every time I ask her about why it's like she knows everything about me, she will just simply answer me halata naman kasi sa mukha mo.

And she always sing to me the song of 'The Man That Can't Be Moved' By: The Script

She love pissing me off, annoying me, irritating me, and making fun of me.

Very different to her attitude. 

Not like her. 

Isabelle is a lady, a real lady act.

She's matured. She taught me about life, to stop having fun too much. That be serious, not totally always serious but be serious to the important things. She taught me to be a great man. 

She's the one who changed me from being a bastard back then. That's why I'm so happy when finally I got her trust and  love. 

But this girl, I cant imagine that she can pick all the pieces of my broken heart and be the meaning of it. 

Isabelle's not really dead. She's Not Dead. Because Belle came.