I Deserve it.

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There's this pain in my heart that seems to leave.

I've been trying so hard, but I never get lucky.

It's like it'll stay for good.

I'm willing to do anything to get relief, but I guess I deserve it.

I deserve it all.

I deserve it because its the pain that started when I gave you another chance to stay.

I asked you only this much "Please Don't ever leave"

You were the one I gave all my love.

You were the one whom I never put anything above.

But what did I get?

Just a bunch of fake promise and lies to regret?

I thought you said you'll never lie to me.

I thought you said you'll change for me.

But what you did?

You stabbed me hard.

You left me down on the floor.

Without looking back at me you walked out of the door.

Maybe people were right.

But now I can't go back in time to change.

Change when we met.

Change when I gave you my heart.

Change when I got lost in your world of lies.

Change when I wanted you back.

Change when I got excited at your fake stories.

Change when I gave you another chance.

I want to change everything.

Regret is all I got,

And time can't be bought.

I could just go back in time and change but I can't.

Because now a part of me knows

I deserve it all.

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