i am an eternal paradox,
i live to tear myself apart.
the intentions of my brain
continually collide with
the desires of my heart.
in my soul,
i crave human affection.
but i've learned of betrayal and abandonment
in redundant lessons
that's resulted in my inevitable
isolation.
i find myself searching
for balance,
in a world where there's only chaos.
and as you're thinking of disarray
in the outside world,
i'm referring to my mind.
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penny for your thoughts
Poetryit's hard to explain the incomprehensible and overwhelming emotion, and lack of emotion, that I've been bearing for so long on my own. you can't fathom the inability to move, speak, eat, think, or even see clearly in this time of irregularity. all I...
