Forever

You told me you'd be mine, forever.

That was just one of the many promises you broke.

Turns out, your meaning of forever was never,

You robbed my heart and left me broke.

We had memories together,

Only a handful, I'll admit

Yet I truly believed we'd last forever

You blew out my candle as soon as it soon as it was lit.

Now I'm standing in darkness

With no one to guide me out of this maze

I have to confess,

I didn't believe this was how we'd end this race.

For once, I believed I had a lamp,

A true soul that glowed for me, and me only

I didn't realize I'd pushed it right into a swamp

I'd take back what I did without a second thought, happily.

If only I could go back, to the days when I actually felt happy.

The happiness that you made me feel

All my days have become dark, depressing and lonely,

I don't know when my light is coming, when I'm going to heal.

This is definitely not your fault

So please don't think I'm placing on you all the blame

That is certainly not my thought

For I left you, as soon as you came

The blame is definitely mine

The stars in my sky no longer shine

All I've got to say is,

It is only you whom I terribly miss

Not one second in my life will pass

Without my regretting what I lost.

I'm sorry, I truly am.

Please don't tell me, our story was a sham.

A/N: I fell for a guy I shouldn't have fallen for, broke up with him when I shouldn't have done so, and now here I am, mooning over him like a love sick puppy. :( fate is bloody cruel.