mixed feelings

I feel like a nothing because of you

I want to be a something for you

I thought you were the one

But I was wrong

I want to be loved by someone

This will probably take long

I thought that I was in love

But I was in over my head

You made me feel pain instead

All you did was confuse me

You played with my emotions

You played with my feelings

You were my motivation

I don't want to feel like a nothing

So please stop hurting me

Love me for who I am

Not for what I look like on the outside

You made me feel happy

I feel silly

Saying these things

I want to say something

But I am quiet

I am always depressed

Why do you make me feel mixed feelings?

Sometimes I want to die because of you :(