Crush

Ruin

Agony.

It's there in the softest of words.

My emotions are strong,

and my walls weak.

To love another person

is to forget who you are.

In this case,

I have remembered my darkest pieces.

In the moment of clingy,

stressful,

hate...

I no longer forget who I was.

I have failed my own self

and have ruined all of the progress I built.

I am a carcass of who I want to be.

A failure,

a girl with a crush.