Better Place

Daddy you called today. I knew you needed me but I didnt know what to say. I was in the hospital because of my choice. I should have known by the sorrow in your voice. You never said you loved me until that day. I was stunned with no wotds to say. So I just lied. Daddy I love you too but I am here to check on this baby inside. I never saw your face. I never held your hand. When they told me you were gone, I couldnt breathe. I couldnt stand. I was in shock and sorrow. I felt as if thrte was never to be another tomorrow. Now our visits are at the grave. You cant say a word and Im depressions slave. See daddy I went a few weeks ago. I hurt so bad even though years have passed. I hit the ground, screamed, and cussed. But I know daddy you always really loved us