In the March I was being lead into a dark place by the lord of my heart, He. This dark place had only one way in and one way out. There are no windows or lights, just darkness that covers the soul. I was saved at last minute, right before I fell.
This time I am unsure if anyone will have the strength to save me from He. As once again, He grips my heart and pulls me towards darkness, to nothingness, to numbness. He leads me to this dark place. The difference this time is that He's not letting go until I have drown, from the heartache of him.
This time I will drown and die with no sound, not even a peep. This time no one will care to save me. I will die in Failure.
In this state of depression I am in, everyone will die. Including me.
I am a goner. There is no turning back and no saviors in sight.
I have to go now.
Goodbye and Goodnight.
