59) Blown Fuse

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dreaming,

i am seeing stars

crowns of diamond

teardrops, wishing well

a pool of dark waters

streaked with blue. i smashed the day to pieces

on the ground, saw her

shatter a thousand times like i

broke her down.

i solemnly swear -

pledge allegiance

to the dying dreams in

my open-eyed black night

i solemnly swear it; my siren sang

nighttime with a hollow head

on the pillow,

and dancing shadows

on the ceiling - the flickering and fading

of shining lights race

across the walls - the fuse blew

they taught me how to fix it at school -

tomorrow i could

put my lipstick on,

and pout like an ingénue

i'd laugh 'cause they don't really know

faceless archetype

laughing because i know there is more.

(28th September 2014)

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