My heart was thudding louder in my chest as he kissed me, his arms clutching me tight as he span me around in the warm, healthy sunlight. It took me back to the time when we had first kissed, everything was exactly the same. As he placed my feet back on the ground, I could feel his sweet-scented breath tickling my skin as our foreheads pressed against each other. After a few seconds of silence, just gazing into each others eyes, he began to whisper.
"[Y,N], I know people can make things hard for us at times, but you have to remember the fans are on our side, forget the haters because we love each other and that will never change."
"I know Zayn, but sometimes...the haters make me feel so worthless that I feel I shouldn't even be here anymore because I am the cause to this. Without me you wouldn't have any of this trouble-"
"Listen baby girl, without you I wouldn't have anything."
His hand rested upon the back of my neck, gripping firmly as his lips touched mine. I knew he loved me, he told me every single day and I did believe him, however I sometimes wonder if he would be happier without me...
