Poems For Jude

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You confuse me Jude
I dont know how you feel
Sometimes your there, sometimes your not
The times you hurt me, I've counted but now I've forgot.

Sometimes you smile, sometimes you yell
Sometimes Im in heaven but you pull me in hell
At times you'll do things to come closer
At times you'll do anything to stay far, you start all over.

You keep me in wonder
I have no idea how you really feel,
When you come to me, its so unreal
Now that im confused, you bring me fear.

I never talk to you,
I never look at you,
But silently i still feel,
I still feel for you dear.

Sometimes I hate you,
I wish you were dead
The thoughts you, make me feel at times,
Loving you is like doing a terrible crime.

I cant hate you, I try so hard
Your're killing me from the inside
I feel your sorrow, your heart of grief,
your lonely heart looking for love, thats what I believe.

Your're broken and shattered from the inside
Your two faces, have made you cried
All this hate, its becoming the aggravation
And pain will slowly become your salvation.

Let me help you Jude,
Let me show you the light
Let me change your shattered moods
Let me be your shadow, even at night.

Raven hair, as dark as night
Cold blue eyes, Lips like blood,
Your joy brings be light, however
Your anger brings me fright.

My mind is playing tricks on me,
I know this isnt right.
My heart is weak, my feelings are wrong
There is something I must say.

Dear Jude,
My not so perfect Jude
I must confess I have fallen,
I have fallen in love with you.

+Jessica+

This is a poem kinda in Hazel Brook's Point Of View, for Jude Grey. Ive written a story about Jude Grey and his problems. Its called Not So Perfect Jude.

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