Emotions

Disgust

You are just not worthy, 

Of my love and loyalty.

You dismiss my attempts, 

To be totally devoted...

As something owed.

As if I was born to be attracted to you.

And you, 

Happened to do nothing but give attitude.

With a decision you made to do make my life miserable.

You are just not worthy, 

Of my patience I give with blind tolerance.

Others tried to convince me, 

I made it too easy for you to use and abuse...

My inability to stop admiring you.

Others tried to convince me, 

You did nothing for me but treat me like a fool.

But the fool made in this scenario is Y-O-U.

And you've proven that is if proud to announce it.

Well...

There is nothing left for you to announce.

No integrity left for you to save.

I use to think of you as being bold and brave.

Honest to a fault and inspiring.

Today...

The thought of you disgust me to tears.

Any thought I have of you, 

Burned deep in the back of my mind...

I seek to medicate to have you removed.

Anything to get me to feel I am cleansed.

The thought of ever being near you, 

Embraced in a nakedness, exposed to show truth...

Has left me feeling cheap and dirty! 

You disgust me to tears. 

You're nothing but a thorn in my side. A retched beast.