They thought she was alright
They thought she was feeling better
How could they not think that???
She was smiling despite what happened
She was dancing and being her silly self
So how could they see that really she was dying
There was a plague in her heart, in her soul
No one knew
Except him
The one who lead her to this sad conclusion
She was in love with this guy
She cared so much about him and thought he was the one
And she still thought it even after he broke up with her
"He's just not himself now
There's something else controlling his mind"
Yet, even after she admitted to having those thoughts, he told her he would never love her again
He called her weak
"He still cares"
She tried to tell herself
She knew though that it was ending for her
Her mind was made up
"If I can't get him to turn around and at least talk to me then I'll do it"
She was going to do it in the best way possible
Choking
It only seemed appropriate
She was giving in to the demons
Slowly
"You stupid creature, who could ever love you???"
They would whisper
"He...."
"He nothing" they would tell her "He hates you"
"I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG!!!"
"Oh, but we know"
"You do???"
"You are pathetic
How could a guy like him love a skinny little bitch like you???"
"I thought that didn't matter to him???"
"Well now you know the truth
He hates you
It's better if you just killed yourself"
"I suppose...."
.....
They thought she was alright
They thought she was feeling better
How could they not think that???
She was smiling despite what happened
She was dancing and being her silly self
So how could they see that really she was dying
There was a plague in her heart, in her soul
No one knew
................................Except him
