Love Is A Risk

Chapter 11: Recovering

Queen POV

I pulled up to Clare's place and I seen him waiting outside and he came up to the door and opened it and I got out and he hugged me and kissed my forehead then grabbed Renzo

He put Renzo down to sleep and we went upstairs and went straight to sleep 😴

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I woke up next to Clare and it felt refreshing to be by him and not scared thinking I'm gonna be hit as a wake up call

He was slowly waking up and as soon as he did he smiled at me and idk why but I smiled back

Clare:Good morning beautiful
Queen:Good morning
Clare:So...you care to explain
Queen:Yes, Once I got home from here I put Renzo down in his sleeper to sleep and I went to sleep too and I got woken out of my sleep by Trey and he wanted to have sex and I was too tired and plus you and I went back and forth with him and he yanked my arm and pulled me then smacked me and told me "don't you ever disrespect me bitch" and that was the last straw for me and I grabbed a hammer and threw it at his back and left him there unconscious and grabbed most of me and Renzo stuff and bounced
Clare:He dead wrong for that and I hope he dead
Queen:That wasn't the first
Clare:Why didn't you tell me

A tear fell down my face and he wiped it slowly and we just leaned in and pecked each other

Queen:I didn't tell you because I thought you wouldn't care because you said I did this to myself
Clare:Don't take what I say to the heart when it comes to you because I said that I will forever ♾ love you
Queen:What about your girlfriend?
Clare:She cut
Queen:Why?
Clare:She a gold digger moe
Queen:We both been through it all
Clare:Fr but what you think?
Queen:About what?
Clare:Us getting back together
Queen:I agree but it will take some time to get back to how I used to be
Clare:Change can be good
Queen:Your right but what you wanna eat?
Clare:You, Sike Nah I'm playing but just cook some good ass breakfast and I'll make Renzo bottles and bath him
Queen:Ok dad
Clare:Yo chill

I went and made breakfast and Clare feed and bathed Renzo and about time he was done I was done so we ate in a comfortable silence

I went upstairs and took a shower and so did Clare then we watched T.V together until Lee came because she wanted to get Renzo and take him out with Clare ma for a lil fun and me and Clare was just chilling today

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Renzo left with Lee and me and Clare was still on the couch chilling until he wanted to do a video for our YouTube channel because we haven't posted in a while but we still kept them updated on IG or Twitter and sometimes SnapChat 👻

So we did a video of our life update then after the video was over we went to go get something to eat and he wanted to take me out on a lil date to Laser Tag and to the arcade to play pool and we had so much fun and I honestly felt young again like a little child and it's crazy how someone can make you feel

When we was done we headed back home and he went upstairs and laid down and I went upstairs after about 2 minutes and I looked at the time and it was 5:00pm so I remembered what he said and I went into the room and straddled his lap while smiling and laughing

Clare:What you doing Queen?😂
Queen:Clare look at the time

He looked then smirked

Queen:It's 5 o'clock in the afternoon and I'm here for my dick appointment daddy
Clare:Say no mo babygirl

Clare flipped me over and kissed down my neck then ripped open my shirt and licked and caressed my boobs then worked his was down to my goodie

He rubbed my pearl slowly and gently the stopped and looked at me like he was curious

Clare:Can I tie you up?
Queen:Umm...I guess..that's random

He ran and got fabric and tied me to the bed and I was fully undressed and so was he and his penis was scaring me by the size and it kept jumping at me

He got back in the bed and put a blindfold on me and I felt something cold 🥶 on my body and I believe it was ice

He rubbed it up and down my stomach while licking the water up and he put the ice cube on my pearl and it felt so good then he sucked on it

I felt snatched by the Holy Ghost 👻 literally

I'm not gone get too into details but just know that he made me feel all of him and left ya girl limping but I got something for him just wait..

I cleaned myself up and so did Clare then we were leaving to go get Renzo because we've been going at it for a while and it's practically Renzo bedtime but he not here so we hop in the car and jam our way over to Clare ma house

When we get there she had everything ready and Renzo was already sleep in his seat so we put him in the car and drove home and put him in his sleeper and we got undressed and went to sleep cuddled while my face was in his neck and my body was directly on him, I hope I'm not crushing him😂🥶

~~~~~~~~~ Next ~ Day ~~~~~~~~~

I wake up in a amazing mood and I wake Clare up and he was happy too so I went and cooked breakfast and feed Renzo and Clare bathed and changed him