Wonderland

Epologe part 2

Jay
I hold Faye in my arms and continuously kiss her forehead.

How could I be so stupid?

"I'm so so sorry, baby, please forgive me, I'll take a week off, maybe even the rest of the month, I'll even quit if I have to" I say as I run my fingers through her hair.

"No, you don't have to-" She starts.

"Baby, I can't lose you or our girls" I say trying not to cry.

"It's fine, we'll figure something out" she says.

I shake my head.

"No, I'll call Chase and tell him that he doesn't have to work either, I'll just tell my assistant to fill in my place until next week" I say.

Before she can say anything, I press my lips against hers gently.

"Shh, go to sleep" I whisper as I pull her onto my chest gently.

She falls asleep and I smile.

The sun shines through the curtains and I groan and press my face into the pillow and fall back to sleep.

Suddenly, our seven year old daughter, Brooklyn jumps on Faye and I.

"Mommy, Daddy, wake up" she says.

I open my eyes and Faye groans.

"No no no, go back to sleep" she says in her adorable morning voice.

"Wake up wake up, mommy daddy wake up" Brooklyn says.

I groan and sit up.

"Sweetie, mommy and I are trying to sleep, please go into your room" I say.

She shakes her head.

"Get up get up" she says.

Our one year old daughter, Kiara cries loudly and Faye gets up.

I follow her to our daughters room and watch as she picks her up and cradles her in her arms.

Kiara stops crying and Faye sighs in relief.

"Daddy, I'm hungry" Brooklyn complains.

"Okay, I'll make breakfast in a second" I say to her.

I kiss my wife and our baby girl on the cheek and follow Brooklyn to the kitchen.

I make pancakes and put them on three plates and pour orange juice into three glasses.

Faye sets Kiara into her highchair and I toss her a small jar of baby food.

She catches it and scoops some into a spoon.

She feeds it to Kiara and Kiara spits in onto her pjs shirt.

"Ugh, gross" she says.

She wipes it off as best as she can with a napkin and continues feeding Kiara.

Brooklyn finishes breakfast and drags me into her room by my hand.

"Pick out my outfit, please" she begs.

I nod slightly and scan through her closet.

I grab a black and pink shirt that says 'daddy's girl' and a pair of pink leggings.

I put it on her and pull her hair into a messy bun.

"Can we go to the park?" She asks.

"Sure, sweetheart" I say.

I follow her out of her room and walk back to help Faye in the kitchen.

"You don't need to do that" she says as I start cleaning the dishes.

"Your my wife and baby momma, of course I do" I say.

She smiles and wipes the counter with a disinfectant wipe.

We finish and I look out the window of the kitchen.

Snow. Great.

"Ugh, babe?" I ask.

"Yes?" She asks.

"Look out the window" I say.

She looks out the window.

"Can we go now?" Brooklyn asks.

I sit on a chair and put her on my lap.

"I'm sorry baby, but there's too much snow" I say.

She frowns.

"What about the park though?" She asks.

"I guess we can go some other time" I say.

She nods slightly.

"Oh, okay" she whispers.

"Hey, how about we all have a little movie day?" I suggest.

She smiles widely and I pick her up by her waist and spin her around.

She giggles.

The girl's, Faye, and I sit on the couch and watch 'Christopher Robin'.

The girls fall asleep in the middle of the movie and Faye and I put them in there rooms.

After we put the girl in there rooms, Faye and I go to our room.

We lie on our bed and I put my arm around Faye and kiss her head.

Faye puts her head on my shoulder and kisses my cheek lightly.

"I love you, Faye" I whisper.

She smiles.

Man, if only she knew how much I love her, how I love her more every day, how I fall for her again whenever she smiles.

"I love you too, Jay" she whispers.

"Love you more" I whisper.

She laughs.

"Not a chance" she whispers.

I nod.

I'm so glad that I met this angel.