My eyes hurt.
Crying no reason
and instead of a tissue I use a T-shirt.
It's so hard for me to stop.
It's like asking someone to stop breathing.
It feels like everyone is looking like I am the newest toy in toy shop.
Then they ask me "Are you alright?"
There is silence because my heart and brain is in the middle of a fight.
No one knows...how I feel.
No one knows if this is really for real.
