summary: after hearing that you think negatively about yourself, your boyfriend decides to show you how perfect he thinks you are.
note: this is dedicated to us thicker and curvier women ✊🏻❤️️
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Hongjoong let out a small sigh of relief as he laid down on the couch in the practice room. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and looked at the time. It was a little after noon, meaning that he and his band mates still had practice for another four hours.
You would be on your lunch soon and Hongjoong smiled to himself. He had missed you a lot and always looked forward to getting to talk to you. But what he really looked forward to was going home and getting to hold you in his arms.
He loved your scent and the way your body fit with his. He loved cupping your face in his hands and kissing your lips softly. The two of you had been together for quite some time and you both really loved each other. You trusted him just as much as he trusted you, which was a lot.
However, there were complications in your relationship. You knew that Hongjoong had been wanting to have sex with you and he's been patient with you. But you felt embarrassed of your body and weren't confident with showing him.
Since Seonghwa had been your best friend for years and had always been the one to talk to, you told him about this. He asked if you had told Hongjoong and you shook your head. You didn't want something so little to be the reason you had been pushing off sex.
You knew Hongjoong had a right to know but you didn't know how he would react. You didn't know if he'd be annoyed or angry with you. Hongjoong was a kind person though, so you knew he wouldn't be too mad if that was the case.
Hongjoong looked at Seonghwa as he sat down beside of him. He sat up straighter. "Can I rant to you about something?" Hongjoong asked and Seonghwa nodded.
"It's about Y/N," Hongjoong started. "She's been kind of distancing herself from me lately. When I try to hold her, she'll stiffen up or move or something. First, it was the whole sex thing and I understand if she's not ready yet. But this is different. I don't know if I've done something but I can't help but feel like I have."
Seonghwa sighed. "You didn't do anything," Seonghwa told him. "She hasn't talked to you lately, has she?"
Hongjoong's eyebrows furrowed as he shook his head. "Why? Is she okay?"
"She's fine," Seonghwa said. "She talked to me a few days ago about the sex thing. She told me that she wasn't really comfortable showing you her body."
"Why?" Hongjoong couldn't help but frown. Sure, you were curvier and thicker but he loved it. "Her body is beautiful."
"Well, she doesn't think so," Seonghwa explained. "She always thinks that you won't like her once everything is off. She's not very confident in her body, she never has been."
