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Once upon a time there was this boy and this girl. They knew each other since they were 8. One day after 2 years they were reunited at school the first day that they talk. They didn’t say much but just hug a lot but a few weeks later the two started get to know each other again after many days of talking and texting on the phone. the boy finally ask the girl out but the boy didn’t know she already had a boyfriend so when he asked her out she said “Yes!” in excitement without even thinking. Until about two months later into their relationship. She and her new boyfriend where having trouble when the guy she was still dating before told him that him and her were already dating…. The girl tried to explain and tell him how sorry she was but there was no point of wasting her breath on him it just making her in more pain... the guilt from the inside was consuming her from the inside out...she trying her best to win him back but she knows deep down inside that he doesn’t love her anymore..When she would come to school she would say the cuts on his wrist she would have to walk away because she knew she cause those cuts on his arm where from her mistake that she made...

She felt bad because she already drug her 3 friends into this mess even thought they said they didn’t care they wanted to her help through this mess that she got herself into a few days ago it was very awkward for her and him she just sat there in the middle of the hallway hugging when she went home later that day she apologize just hugging him so long he said it’s ok but she thought to herself “it wasn’t ok for me to  hug him that long”  she apologize again he said it was fine he actually enjoy the hug .. the next day when she went to here locker he came up to her smiling and hugged her she fakely smiled at him .she did not  cry after what all happen yesterday afternoon  as the day countie on she felt a tad nervous what she was going to tell him later on that day ..When it came to that him she walks up to him looking nervously and handed him a note asking for forgiveness and another chance but he just said “idk I need to think about it’’ when the girl went home that day she sat in her room with the door lock making sure no one could get in she put a dresser in front of the door. She in the floor crying and thinking about what she did when she was thinking she thought to herself “I need someone to rescue me from this living hell that I’m living in “ she grab a rope from her closet still crying

her eyes out she walk over by her desk and grab a chair .. Wrapping the rope around ceiling fan she heard her phone buzz in her pocket she looked to see who it was she felt some relief it was him her knight and shinny armor ready to save her she quickly sat down on the chair reading the messages ‘’hey look I know how bad you felt about all this don’t do anything stupid I’ll see you tomorrow at school k?’ she sat there looking at the text.. She grabs a small razor from her dresser drawer and slowly pushes the blade on her wrist cutting deeply into her skin biting on her lip in pain with tears running down her face later on that night she passed out on her bed from all the stress...When the next day came she had realize she had rip a hole in her sweatshirt from the rope cutting into it she thought she have to hide the cuts from him.. When she got to school she notice on his wrist there were more cuts and they were Deeping to. She ran away quickly and hides in corner crying she knew the cuts were from her dumb mistake that she made from a few days ago he walk up behind her and just pull her into a hug told her please stop crying. So she did...2 months pasted by he had gotten a new girlfriend she had gotten a new boyfriend but she still love him very deeply even thought she told him before how she felt about him but he didn’t feel the same way back at one point he even kinda laugh at her for it her friends told her that she needed to move on and get on an get over him but she tried to but for some odd reason she couldn’t her heart told her yes an her brain told her no. but her love for him just grow stronger for him she though one night if she can’t have then no one can!... the next morning she shove small gun in her waist of her pants went she saw him in the hall she pulled out the gun and yell for him crying he looked at her panic mode she told him if he stepped one foot closer she would kill herself a few minutes later a crowd started around in the hall away then she heard a click of a gun the officer said id she didn’t put the weapon down he would have to shoot her she looked at the officer then back over to the boy she saw the fear an worry in his eyes she told him that she loved him and never wanted to hurt him she slowly walk over tours him with the gun still in her hands down by her side she pulled back the gun to make sure if was fully loaded she hugged him as tight as she could an kiss his cheek slowly and said I love u he didn’t let go he said please don’t do this she said I have to it’s the only way for me to get rid of my broken heart he just stood there hugging her she tried to back away but she couldn’t she pointed to the gun her head an quickly shoot herself but she realized she missed an the shoot the boy in the head the boy quickly collapse on the floor she fell down to her knees crying as she was looking at  him he looked back in her eyes he said he still loved her. .A month or so had pasted after it...one day after school she went to go visit his grave an just sat there on his grave talking him an as she smiles slightly she had pulled out a razor an slowly slit cuts into her wrist then slowly cut out her main vein as she lay back on his grave smiling up in the sky an clouds with blood pouring out from her wrist she closed her eyes saying softly “we can be together again” as she took her last breath while a smile she died right there on his grave happily

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