he said he would never love again

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he was no longer weak
wearing a cigarette on his lips

the ashes falling like rain to smother me,
he is restless and i hear his heart beat
with his mother pounding in her grave;

they are synchronized
as he buttons his coat

smiling with his auburn eyes,
and it's better she doesn't know

as he holds me tight.

and he can try to forget me,
but i won't let him

because i don't want to be alone, and he reeks of the danger i crave

tears i never cried adorn his skin
prying his body open, begging me
to crawl in;

i want to reside in the mess i fed
he is an addict and i am his pen
he is agoraphobic and i am his bed

and when he leaves

i will loose all i have ever had.

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