you dont know.

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my tears , they  are silent and cold like your heart.

your cold words  tear my heart apart

i put my face on the ground and cry  .

i wonder what it would be like to leave this world behind.

would it be better and safer in the far beyond?

would i find a new, better freindship bond?

would my death finallly make you see

just how much it hurt to be me?

though you do not care when i finally break and cry

i still wonder would you miss me if i died?

sometimes when i hear my pain-filled screams,

i remember when you used to sing to me.

when i remember the song its so beautiful that i dont feel the pain.

my blood covers your hands though it i not seen,

they are stained with my tears and silent screams.

do you not know that words hurt as much as beatings?

maybe you would if the was no longer a ...me. . . . . . . . . . .

you ripped off my wings,

you smiled as i screamed.

you said and angel should be pretty

since i was not why should i have wings?

yes i know. you hate me. . . . . . .

but would you still if you knew how much it hurt to be me?

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