DEAR LOVE ♥

BITTER TO MAKE IT BETTER ♥

AUGUST 27, 2012

DEAR LOVE,

I''m Cariema Baltazar but my friends often call me Carrey :)

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I'm a happy go lucky person happy dito happy dun . I used to be the mopst cheerful girl in our barkada . Then suddenly a phenomena happened .....

I fell in love .. unfortunately . YES I DID. :(

ALAM MO yung feeling na HEAVEN? yun yung  feeling sa una ..

hugs

kisses

holding hands

sweet talks

then ..........

ayun .. 

BLAGAAAAAG !!!

HELLO!!!

WAKE UP

LIFE IS NEVER THAT GOOD AFTER ALL :(

he changed .. 

no texts, no calls, no hugs and kisses, no holding hands . F*UCKING SH*T . kami pa ba? hi hello .. mag paramdam ka . hindi yung para akong nag hihintay dito sa wala :(

ang hirap pala . ang hirap palang mag mahal . :( akala ko fairytale ang peg . yung tipong HAPPY ENDING .... :(

AFTER HOW MANY WEEKS ...

CARREY: Laurent , kamusta ka na? buhaya ka pa ba? pwedeng mag text hindi masama .. promise . :( pasaload gusto mo? share a load pwede din . :( just text me ..if we're still fine . :( 

Laurent: I'm sorry Cassey

CARREY: SORRY FOR WHAT?

Laurent: _______________ mahal ko pa siya

Cassey: ok 

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GO TO HELL , BURN !

YUN LANG YUNG NASABI KO AFTER THAT SORRY . lintek na yan ... pasorry sorry pa .. ang kapal ng mukha .. kung mahal niya pa apala yung babaeng mukhang paa na yun edi sana hindi niya ko niligawan . timang pala siya . e

ayun that's the start of me BEING BITTER :(

e sino ba naman kasing hindi magiging bitter , T*ngna naman kasi :( umasa ako ng sobra . tapos mag g*g*guhan lang pala kami .

I never fall inlove again ...... manigas sila :/

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and then i found myself falling for him .... falling for someone i just saw. yung  nakita ko lang habang nag lalakad . 

while I'm sitting in the bench near our school . I saw someone looking at me in a distance . I saw his  expressive eyes. 

suddenly