I Wait (one shot)

PYRS

Hi everyone im Pyrs Perez im a pure filipino im already 20yrs. old, im living now at Chicago

if you're asking why at the young age im already living at Chicago? If do you think i was from a wealthy family? .. well my answer was not

If your asking if im working too hard and i can produce my own money? well i can answer you yes, but not enough to pay my university tuition ,my daily needs and a plane ticket to come here at US and lived without any family members. Im not that rich but someone can do

my Boyfriend ..

I was 15 yrs. old that time when i meet this guy his name is Wym Gray, I met him on a website... im just having fun that time at that website, but God hear my prayers

We hang like a friends we text each other but we dont Video call each other on Instagram, We get to know each other ,He is a cool kind of a guy, He is amazing ... Yes! he is

all I look for a guy I dream was on him but their was only one not and thats being a God fearing

Yes! he told me honestly when we are just friend at first ....He told me everything about him

Its already 1am at my country(Philippines) that time when he ask me to be his girlfriend i told him that I need to think first and decide good for it , so he told me that he can wait about my decision ... I know in my self that i like him ... i know that my heart beat to him ...

its 3 am at my country when i give my decision I said "Yes" I was so very happy that time because I feel like im so blessful to have him

We hang, we text everyday and we call each other.. For me he is hot ..he is cute

1month has passed and we are still strong and that month was my birthday he is ths first one who greet me a "Happy Birthday"

but after 2months dating him i ask him if his friends know about me he told me NO, for me im too shocked... my heart feels broken i thought that he scared to told his friends because his dating somebody that his friends knows ... thats why i feel too hurt but i understand him.. so we keep at his friends that we are dating

after days with that conversation he told me that his friends was thinking we're dating so I do a move... I dm his close friend Josh on instagram. I told Josh that we are not dating... it hurts to deny it ... Josh ask why Wym name was on my bio i told him that, a guy bestfriend was important to me so i put his name on my bio.. I told Josh the date on my bio was the date i get noticed by my favorite artist, and I make him believed ... I cursed and text him some Filipino bad words because im so mad ...

He text back that He dont like me for Wym .. my ego hurts..it hurts a lot ....Yahhhh! it hurts but i still fight because Im in a right situation

He judge me without knowing my true attitude.. he judge me without knowing my true color.. he judge me.. that who hurts me a lot

before i end the conversation I text him "see you in the future with a shocked face" and he just seen it

After that, I text Wym about it and he ask if i say some bad words to Josh and i told him "NO" i lied on him.. im such a big lier for it .. i just told him about the conversation

dating for 2 months in a long distance was hard time zone and sadness

until his finals comes i dont text him that time so he can have to study and after the finals

he told me that his mom was mad at him because he get a low grades in calculus

so i decide not to text him every weekdays so i only got a text every weekends

when 3 moths comes I still dating him

We fight because of misunderstanding

I cry every night about it...

love really hurts

one time he have depression its too hard to talk with him to approach and to manage to dont be mad.. i give patience at it ..I do research at internet how to deal with him, I ask and text some  of my friends to how to deal with it .. but all of them only have a one answer "talk to him and give some patience"

soo... I try to talk to him ..until his depression get lost

we stay connected but

One day we got a hard fight and misunderstandings

he use my account that time on facebook yah I give my 2nd account to him so he can still text me when i dont have wifi thats why .. I have big trust on him

we have fight on facebook that time

So i decide to leaved for good, I told him I dont want a break up. I dont want it..

I just told him I will be back at our Anniversarry

yahh! it hurts but thats for good

i text him bye and i change my facebook password that he use

so I open my Instagram account and post some photos because that time its already last day of 20** at Philipppines

He commented on it "PLS. Pyrs dont leaved me" and pleaded

he also dm me but i just seen it

after a few hours ... i know its already a time that he need to sleep but he still online

and a friend of mine dm me that i need to text my bf ... my friend also plead ... she told me I am so lucky to have him and she convince me

because my friend plead to me so i dm Wym .. "what ?" he said that dont leaved him

NEW YEAR comes and we are in a good

he call me at new years eve that time at Philippines

then I try to talk at video call at his family that time

Im so happy that we are legally dating at my Family eyes and his family eyes and my friends eyes

after 4 months dating in a not lucky day I celebrate alone the monthsarry

his their we text but I feel alone

after that date i meet a boy good friend

My boyfriend is Perfectionist and he wants me to talk fluent english because to be honest I am not fluent on talking on it when it comes to him in a call

so i have a new friend named Ryn his from US too same age as me

I told him that about my problem between my boyfriend and me

I know he is the one can help me to improve my self

so i went to my instagram and text my boyfriend Wym that i need to improve my self and i need to leaved for good ...

He pleaded that dont leaved him but my decision was final

I told him that I am still his girlfriend but i need to leaved for improvement

I think he thought that i was just leaved for just a short time

but im not my decision was final

i decide to leaved and get lost for 9 months

I want to back in our anniversarry

I hope when i get back we are still good about it

so after that I stop texting him every months I get improve with the help of Ryn

he teach me plenty things that i need to know even he know im good in english

but i know i need more to learn

Every weekdays i get a text from my boyfriend but i dont reply

he told me that he miss me already

I know to my self to that i miss him too but i need to do it

I need to be rock and hard for him