Its December 3, 2018 currently 12:45Am
She's tired and ready to go to bed
She's had a great day
She's been awake all day and that is always something she never forgets to praise
Minutes ago she was happy she still is
She is so happy that she sat down and took time to write on here
For she knows she's talented she knows her story will go far
She can't wait for her story to take off
She currently feels motivated
She has an amazing boyfriend who has helped her succeed with her mental health
She knows he's a good guy
She knows for her its him she only wants him
She can't help but wonder though, he recently made her extremely sad he hurt her
And thats never happened before
She knows that she has the world to herself
She can do anything and be with anybody she wants to be with
She is currently thinking of other possibilities and of different plans
But she does not want another plan
She is head over heels with the plan and the man!
She's just still hurt and sad
And whenever she's sad many thoughts come running to her
She can't help but wonder its just apart of what makes her
She has gotten help throughout her journey
She knows to try and revert to happier thoughts
Push away the sad ones
Overpower the sad thoughts
She thinks of her man and she sees rainbows
Not literally but she knows with him she's her happiest
She DOESN'T WANT ANYONE ELSE
She loves him she loves their relationship
For he is her first love and that means the world to her
She only wants one love
She wants his love
For his love is so powerful and emotion-full
With him everything is better everything is good
This love feels like ecstasy this love gives her SO MUCH
Words cannot explain her emotions for him
She knows A HUNDRED PERCENT AND BEYOND
That this is what she wants
For together their love can overcome anything
The sadness she feels will soon go away heck it is away!
She knows who she is and she knows what she wants
Nothing to second guess
She's locked down and she is so fine with that
She is loved
YOU ARE READING
From years ago, weeks ago, minutes ago
Poetry5 years later, retrospectively reviewing her work... she's come a long way.
