I haven't seen the guy in my dreams in a while.
He probably left because I was so fucked up.
Asshole.
He's not even real,
I hope one day he will be.
I want him to be in my dreams again.
I was happy with him.
I don't even know who he is.
I promised Grace that I will try not to cut,
but,
the urge is hard.
I would be happy,
but,
as soon as I'm alone,
or as soon as I even think,
it all comes rushing back.
