i never wanted to get married.
i never knew the reason why, so i had though that it was because of the commitment.
today, as i was making my bed, i was thinking about my ex.
and then i realised.
i was scared.
i was so fucking scared.
i was scared of people leaving, that's why i always left first.
i grew up around fail marriages and it left an impact on me. i never wanted to be in that spot, ever. that's why i push people away, because i'm terrified of the hurt.
and because of that, i never believed in love, because people leave.
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the sun that shone
Poetry"everyone is hurting in their own way you just have to ask them if they're okay" [poetry. heavily inspired by rupi kaur. this is my own work. enjoy x]
