Muzikal Dream

Stress Relief

Stress Relief-

Verse 1: Homicide(Me)

Wonderin' if this stress will ever release/

Leave me alone and let me live my life in peace/

Until then my hand will forever be dedicated to this ink/

Speakin' of ink I wonder if we share the same traits/

Interests and bits and pieces of my face/

If not I know we definitely share the same way/

Of thinking but on some other shit/

My mind's been on autopilot/

With thoughts of one person, the way she begged me to be wit' her/

Then quickly threw her feelings in the dirt/

And to make matters worse/

Her 4 year old brother said these words/

To me on the sixth/

And when he passed away on the ninth/

It made feeling guilty hurt/

I remember this shit as if it was yesterday/

When Gabrielle apologized to me, Nyia, and Kiki and told me how A/

Felt of me/

"A"being short for Aidan/

No point in keeping y'all waitin'/

She told me that he was inspired by me/

A rapper/

A poetic disaster/

He wanted to be exactly like me/

And I'm thinking to myself how could I do that/

A kid in a wheelchair move a kid in Cali/

And the fact that we never actually met it's just insanely crazy/

That he would appraise me/

I still think of that daily/

When Gabrielle and I were texting 'bout A/

We had a lot of those but this one caught my attention but anyway/

She was tellin' me about how he could text/

And I'm like shit girl stop lyin' readin' maybe but how could he possibly text/

She laughed and texted me back saying that "she was crying"/

I asked her "why was she crying, who did it I got'chu the nine will be flying"/

She said "because of what Aidan had said to her"/

And I'm like "what was that?" she said "he said that he wished that I was his father/

I'm like "wow really"/

And she's like "yeah seriously"/

I'm like "nah you kidding me"/

She's like " I know it's crazy"/

Since then I've looked at him as my son/

And he's gone now in the dirt but still shining brighter than the sun/

But the thing that haunts me while I sleep in the dark/

Is the fact that the same virus that stopped his heart/

In the middle of the night/

The virus that stopped his fight/

At 5AM in Baltimore/