Nocturnal

SMALL DIFFERENCES

So God damn over worked

Haven't balled or slept in days

The culture on surface

Innocent and childish

But the underbelly

Is a bubble to pop

Is a glass jar to fall

Off a table reaching for

The raising up ground

Japan physically differs

With colors, faces, temples

Separated from us

By thousands of miles

And twenty-eight hours

Physically nothing like ours

But underneath everything same

I am tired of the naive faces

I was hoping to escape fakes

Fakes seeking social likes

Fakes needing constant mics

To gain the center of attention

Social cues universal world wide

No matter if skin black, yellow, white

We all feel the damn same inside

Desperate to act socially just right

Afraid to show insides on the outside

Meet this guy nicknamed Frontal

By fakes friends for his blemished teeth

Yesterday his father took a fall

The concrete ground and his head meet

Sent him to hospital in middle of Fall

But the hospital won't fix his beast

They can fill him with their remedies

But no syringes stuck in arms fix shit

But no remedies save the alcoholic's kid

Only emotional healing will help

Not drugs off the pharmacy's shelf

So the kid begins to pop pills

In the hope to escape his ills

Hoping to die fast not painfully slow

Hoping his blood will stop its smooth flow

So go ahead make fun of Frontal

Cause his face looks like an animal

But know, you are destroying him

I just hope one day you pay for your sin

You love to put his soul in the trash bin

Elbow in his face on the swaying train

Laugh every time you wreck his brain

I don't need his language to see

That he is driven insane like me