im getting drunk every night in my apartment, I can't deal with the pain he gave me it's been 2 weeks now he has tried to text me a lot but I ignore it. I only hang out with Luke calum and Michael .
I wake up to my phone ringing it's Ashton so I immediately reject it
I also have a text from Luke so I go and get a beer from the fridge and sit on my bed with my phone and beer.
"look up beside you, Ashton made it for you"
"fine but I bet it will suck"
after I listen to it for the hundreth time I am crying and on my 3 bottle of beer I keep drinking but the pain isn't going 12 smashed bottles lay on the floor beside me, all I feel is worse, the pain needs to go I tell myself 20 smashed bottles 25 and I can't remember anything
the bright light hurts my eyes, everything is blurry I don't know where I am. Luke calum and Michael are all sitting on the bed when I realize I'm in the hospital
"Jade are you ok?" Calum asks
"wh..what happened?" I studer
"It's all my fault, Jade I told you to listen to the song" it all came rushing back to me
"no it was me I was drinking before I hear the song... where's Ashton?"
"he's waiting outside I wasn't sure if you wanted to see him" Michael told me
"he can come in"
Michael peeped out the door and called him in as Ashton came in with daisies "I'm so sorry" he started to cry it was sincere and the sad tune was playing in my head as tears are running down my face, he's holding me tight
"Jade, I'm just so glad you're okay, I am sorry for causing you this much pain"
"I'm sorry too"
