I scream
I cry
I bleed
I hurt
But that's what its goal is
Its killing me from the inside out
And its job is almost done
Hidden behind my bright fake smile
Hidden behind my reassurance
Hidden behind my disbelief
Its waiting to come out
It hides in my heart
For thats where it started
But now it made its way to my mind
Where its making a valid point
In whether or not
To live without him.
