As much as I want to back out and tell Amanda I can't come, naisip kong ang babaw naman siguro ng rason ko
But it's not
I grew up surrounded by those people who respects culture and tradition
And my family- they're so religious
What I did was a sin
I know it's a sin
I'm really disgusted by myself
I even promised my parents that I'm going to give my innocence to my future husband and I feel so cheap right now
Feeling ko napakarumi ko, napakababaw ko
The thing is, I don't have any regrets
It's already done and my virginity is already gone
Wala na akong magagawa
Wala na nga akong plano sa buhay ko tapos magkakaganito pa?
I'm still at the stage of finding out what I really want to do aside from running my business
I'm the only child of my parents and I'm so doomed right now
"You look so devastated" Travis commented
I just stayed silent
I don't know what to say
"You hungry?" he asked but didn't bother in getting an answer dahil tumuloy ito sa drive thru ng Queen's cafe
Isang oras palang ang byahe namin pero ito agad ang naisip niya
"At least he knows how to treat a lady" I mumbled
"I heard that" he chuckled
Nang makuha niya ang mga orders, inabot niya saakin ang mga paper bag saka ko inayos ang mga ito
"Eat then feed me" Whatever
Phone ringing
(Paano mo nakilala si Travis?) I almost rolled my eyes because my phone's on a loud speaker kasi inaayos ko ang mga pagkain
"I don't know, at the bar maybe, I met him last night"
(Don't tell me you lost your virginity?!)
"Yeah, is it too obvious?" I answered and I saw how Travis flashed a smirk
He think this is funny huh?
Sinubuan ko siya ng burger dahil nakakairita ang ngisi niya
(Well, for starters ngayon ka lang naman kasi nagsuot ng damit ng lalake, any regrets?)
"Wala" I answered honestly
But I feel disgusted by myself
Pain after pleasure is real
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