It's just a boy a boy that you love

You dont want me here

Y/N POV
So I decide to let go I fall  and land hard but soft I come up out of the water
Really there's a river here ok so much for-
Then I hear screaming then these house lights turn on and it turns out it's not a river it's a pool in the back of someone's house oh god I get out of the pool and the people bring me in their house they have like five kid jeezzzzz
"What are you doing in our pool"
Well um so there's these rocks really far down to where it's only trees and I've never climbed up farther so I did and when I was trying to climb down my foot slipped and I fell and I went into the pool
"Oh my god are you ok do you need anything"
No but can I go
"No we need to call the police so you can get home safely"
No
"Yes"
The guy starts to pick up the phone and I make a run for it I bust out there front door I can't really see because it's really dark but once I'm able to think of where I was I starts running to the beach that's close to us and I go under the deck and when I say that there's like this weird thing where you can get under it and joe and I made a little room and put like carpet in the top so when people walk sand can't get threw here I go and sit down On the floor
(Thoughts)
What if I died
What if Joe never knew
What if Jason hates me
What if Jason want me with him
(end of thoughts)
It's finally morning and I I wake up and I realize where I am
Oh god I need to go home Im walking down the street from o the house real slowly
I really don't want to go back I want to be alone just for a little more so when I get there I cut threw the back and go into the woods I've never been this far back I continue walking straight so I don't get lost but then I see this tree house and it's painted black and In white it says Joe and then below that it says Jason I go to the steps to see if it's sturdy I mean I guess it's been here since they were kids
It seems fine I go up and without realizing I'm blocking the sound out of someone crying when I get up there I go in and he looks at me with his blue eyes that look red and tears all down his face
Joe
"Y/n I was so worried about you where were you"
I was at a few places
He hugs me and kisses me on the cheek
"Why do you smell like chlorine"
So yanno how those rocks go higher so I went up but then my foot slipped and I fell and I turns out it's a house down there and I landed into a pool
"I'm glad your ok"
Yeah I'm fine but are you
"Well now that your back"
Where's Jason
"I'm pretty sure he's still sleeping"
Why have I never known about this place
"To be honest I don't know why"
Ok well do you want to go back
"Yeah"
We get down and we start walking threw the woods back to the house
He grabs my hand and squeezes it
Joe are you-
"Yes I'm fine I just was really scared and worried about you but I'm glad your fine"
We go back into the house and we're sitting on the couch and I have my head on his chest I can hear his heart beat it's going really fast but he's not breathing like he's out of breath I could tell that he was scared then Jason comes out into the kitchen
Joe can I go talk to him
"Yes"
Joe gets up and goes to the room
Jason I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that to you I feel so bad
"Y/n you did nothing wrong it was all me I kept kissing you I kept trying to be with you witch's is impossible because you with joe and yes your right when you kiss me it's not like you kissing joe"
I walk closer and I give him a hug and I smile
"So do you forgive me"
Yes jay I forgive you
"Yessss"
He picks me up and hugs me really tightly
Ok ok jay
"sorry"
He says while laughing

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Sry if this is short I have no ideas if you guys do please text me on here and I'll try to put some things together and write more chapters❤️👍🏻