Revive The Lights

Revive The Lights (4)

Revive The Lights (4)

I didn’t notice myself to be quite asleep until I heard the enging of my car starting. What the?—That can’t be someone carnapping mine. That’s almost imposibble since I gave my keys to Jace and….. OH SHIT.

I saw Jace and Mitch hurry up to my car before I could chase them down and hurriedly left us alone. Speaking of us, where is Rio? Yeah I know, that was the plan. They left us for an alone time. Especially at this time when sunset is about to happen.

Cliché movie bastards.

“Hnghh…..” I heard Rio’s muffled groan on the tree near the monkey bars where I am laying. Huh, so I guess he slept too. And those fuckers grabbed the chance to escape.

I went over to Rio because I thought he already woke up but he fell asleep again and his body curled up on the ground. I’m about to shake him so he can woke up already and then we can go but I had this sudden impulse to just watch him for the moment.

I examined his face and notice those bunch of scars that make him look cuter but with his glasses on, he was hot. I also notice that his shirt was slightly showing his stomach showing his abs. I returned to his face and I noticed his hair that I really think are soft and I just want to touch it and feel it as I kiss him with those lips which are really soft when we make-out and how tasty---

WOAH. Why am I basically eye-raping this sleeping guy again? What the hell is also wrong with me for the past few days, anyway? I shook my head and slapped myself before I woke him up.

“Hey. Wake up, we’re leaving.” I said as I shook him

He groaned, then opened his eyes and turned his gaze to me “Well, you’re no fun. Other people would like to wake up someone with surprise sex.” he said rubbing his eyes

“That is disgusting including the fact where in a public place.” I said

“What? It’s just a park. We can make Halloween early and scare kids by letting them see gay sex.” he said as he stood up

“It’s in the middle of freaking July. Stop saying such and let’s go.” I said as I reached my hand and he grabbed it to stand up

We are walking in a comfortable silence until he spoke “So, you got a girlfriend right now?”

I turned to face him on my right side “Me? Nah. I’m a single pringle.” I said resisting the urge to ask him a sarcastic question if he would gonna hit on me

“Oh….” he said but I was surprise that he wasn’t gonna throw me a sarcastic reply

Wait, am I disappointed?

We just stayed on being quiet after that awkawrd question and my weird reaction to his answer. Seriously Shane? First you would stare at his sleeping self and basically eye-raping him and the next second, you’re disappointed that he’s not hitting on you? Get a grip of yourself.

I shook my head fiercely and slapped my cheeks until it’s really red. I need to focus that I’m straight. I was straight for the love of Pete! I can’t also hit on ever male guy that I made out with. That is kinda weird to have a liking for someone you only made out for fun.

“Anything wrong?” he said as I turned to face him and he was looking at me with a confused expression

“No. I’m fine.” I said and continued walking

We made in to the house awkardly quiet and saw the two watching a movie. I grabbed the bat near the door and literally bashed it to Mitch’s head. He looked shocked and turned to see me.

“What the hell? It wasn’t my plan! It’s Jace!” he said pointing at his boyfriend

“Way to stick up for me.” Jace said then he punched him on his arm

“He’s my bestfriend and you’re just my brother.” I said, bashing the bat again, now on his face

“For the wise man that invented the quote ‘Blood is thicker than water’, way to go on helping me on this situation.” he said as he rubbed his head and face

“Oh come on, baby. Don’t act like you didn’t like it that he left us alone in the park.” he said as he snaked his arm in my waist

“You know what, yeah! I enjoyed the time beating you up.” I said, ignoring him

“Yeah you did, and my butt is still sore honey.” he said with a flirtatious wink

“You know..” I turned to him “It really is not funny at all that you hit on me everytime you see me.” I said seriously

“Hunh, that should be fixed. Then actually do me.” he said, winking again

“It doesn’t mean that it means funny and amusing to you, it’s the same with me!” I said, harshly removing his arm my waist

He looked shocked at what I did and he showed again his goofy grin but I saw his eyes faint with sadness “Well, I gues someone has it on his time of their month. I guess I better go. Bye Mitch and Jace.” he casually got out of the door

“Way to go Shane.” Mitch said throwing a popcorn at me

“Shane, that was pretty mean.” Jace said, frowning and supporting what Mitch had just said

I stormed out of the living room and into my room. When it’s dinner time, my door is still and I’m not even planning to eat. I’m literally rolling around my bed now and still absorbing what did I do to Rio. Oh man, I just raised my voice to someone who is just messing around. I guess he was right that this is my time of the month.

The freaking guilt is eating me up and biting my fingernails of because of so much agitation to know what to do. Oh gawd Shane, it’s the year 2014 and you don’t what to do, you idiot.

I grabbed my phone and type a text to Rio. It’s a good thing that sometime where he was hitting on me, he put his number on my phone just in case I’m horny or something. I hesistantly send it to him and then firmly holding a grip to my phone until it was sent. Before the drowsiness ate me, I spoke the exact words I sent to him.

“I’m sorry, Rio. Please forgive me?”